“Dad !!! I want to meet my friend in a mall. So give me much money.” I snapped my father.
“Jen.. I don’t get much money today. This money just enough to buy some food for you and your mother. You must understand to our condition. Every day I always work hard for you.”
“I feel frustrated with our condition. You just a labor of factory and mother just a cake seller. Look at my friends, they are so rich. Why I have parents like you?.” I feel so angry with my parents, they were so poor.
“Jenna... Stop said like that with your father. You must ask for apologize to your father.” My mother begged me.
“I don’t care it. I will ask for apologize to father, if he give me much money.” I said like that.
“Jenna.. you is disobedient daughter!!” my father said. suddenly my father drop in a floor. Maybe his heart illness relapse again. but I don’t care it, I walked out from my dirty home and my mother called me.
“Jenna.. where do you want to go? Your father is unconscious.”
“I’m sorry mom.. but I don’t care about it.”
“I hate my father.. hate so much.” I always said like that during I walked in the road. But suddenly…
Brakkkkkk…………
“Where am I??” I felt so confused. I didn’t know what actually happened to me. I just could see a blank room and someone in front of me.
“Who are you ? why is your color clothes all white? Why is your body so big? And why is your face look shining?” I asked him.
“I’m an angel” he smiled to me.
“angel??? I can see an angel? so I die?? Where am I now??” I asked him.
“maybe you die, actually I’m not sure. but look at that place...” He showed me another place beside me. And it was really beautiful, awesome, and excellent.. and I fascinated with that place.
“what is it named?” I asked again
“it is a real heaven.”
“it’s a heaven ?? and you will take me at that place, right ?”
“you ?? in a heaven ?? haha.. you just can dreaming it.”
“So.. where do you want to take me?” I asked him
“are you really want to know?”
“of course.” I enthusiastic.
“but.. don’t be frightened after I show you.”
“it’s okay.. why must I frightened? huh.”
“I will take you in that place… it’s real hell and your real house.” He showed me again in another place. But.. it was really scary place. Many people cried out in that place. They burned, hammered, and any other chastisement. I feel so feared.
“please.. angel. Don’t take me in that place. I afraid..” I begged him.
“don’t ask it to me. But ask it to God.”
“oh… God.. why do you want to take me in hell ?? I feel.. I don’t have any mistake to You ..”
“wait.. what do you say?... you say you don’t have any mistake to God??. Over big head.” Then the angel gave me.. a long.. long.. and long note, very long. in that note inscribed with red ink. And all about me.
Jenna snapped their parents
Jenna cursed their parents
Jenna disappointed their parents
Jenna always complained to their parents
Jenna didn’t care with their parents
.
.
And any other bla.. bla.. bla.. bla which similar with it.
“this note is all about you. After read it. Do you understand?”
“yes.. I’m very understand.” I cried loudly. I regretted.
“don’t cry in front of me. Your tears can’t delete all of your sin. You just have two choice, wanna meet me again in heaven or meet a devil in hell?”
“of course I choose you. But, angel.. what should I do?? Moreover I have dead.”
“repent .. just it you can do.”
“but now.. I have dead. Please, give me opportunity” I couldn’t stop cry. I remembered all of my mistake to my parents. I really missed them. Moreover my father was unconscious because his heart illness.
“okay.. God tell to me to give you one more opportunity. But, you just have 10 minutes.”
“thank you God… but why just 10 minutes?? And then I will die?”
“No.. but your father. You must ask for apologize to him before he die.” Now I aware if I very loved my parents. They took care to me until now. But what I had one? I always hurt them. And then the angel send me back to the real world.
Suddenly the blank room changed with a hospital room. And I was laying in a hospital bed with a bandage in my head. I heard someone cried beside me. She was my mother. Actually she didn’t cry for me, but she cried for someone who was laying beside my bed. He was my father. I remembered something. Yes!! I remembered it. Then I awake and came near to my father. I cried loudly beside him. The doctor couldn’t help anything again. He said that my father illness was serious. And told us that my father waited his death.
I hugged my father. My tears fell down into his cheek.
“Dad.. I’m sorry. As long as you alive. I never give happiness for you. I just can make you cry, cry, and cry. If you said I’m a disobedient daughter. It’s true.. but I aware now. I know I have a big sin to you. So please.. give me an apologize.”
“jen.. your dad is comatose. He can’t hear all word that you say.” My mother said.
“No.. mom. No.. Dad can hear what I say. I believe it. Dad.. dad… please.. hear me.. I admit I really really love you and mom. And I don’t want you die. I wanna see you smile again to me.”
“jen.. stop.. do like that. It just useless.” I couldn’t stop cried. Until I see, two angel from heaven approached my father.
“please… don’t take my father with you..” I said to the angels.
“it’s the time Jenna. You must receive it. I give you 10 minutes, and now it’s over.” The angel answered me. But my mother couldn’t heard it. She just felt confused. And then, the angels took my father’s soul. I tried to achieve my father when the angels took my father’s soul up to the shining heaven. I couldn’t stop to cried, so do my mother although she couldn’t see it. I saw my father with emptiness, and before they disappeared my father smiled to me, he looked happy.
“Jen.. your father was dead. And now just you and me in here.” My mother said.
“mom.. I promise to you, to dad, to angels and especially to God. If I will change my self to be better.” My mother hugged me and deleted my tears.
44 years later…
“Jenna.. It’s your note .” the angel said like that and gave me a long.. long… long… note.. And the angel smile to me in heaven door. One by one, the red ink changed with blue ink. Although not all. But I was happy forever.
If I could do it guys. I believe you could do that guys.. Your parents was an everything for you. So.. you must loved them. god blessed you all guys.
“Jen.. I don’t get much money today. This money just enough to buy some food for you and your mother. You must understand to our condition. Every day I always work hard for you.”
“I feel frustrated with our condition. You just a labor of factory and mother just a cake seller. Look at my friends, they are so rich. Why I have parents like you?.” I feel so angry with my parents, they were so poor.
“Jenna... Stop said like that with your father. You must ask for apologize to your father.” My mother begged me.
“I don’t care it. I will ask for apologize to father, if he give me much money.” I said like that.
“Jenna.. you is disobedient daughter!!” my father said. suddenly my father drop in a floor. Maybe his heart illness relapse again. but I don’t care it, I walked out from my dirty home and my mother called me.
“Jenna.. where do you want to go? Your father is unconscious.”
“I’m sorry mom.. but I don’t care about it.”
“I hate my father.. hate so much.” I always said like that during I walked in the road. But suddenly…
Brakkkkkk…………
“Where am I??” I felt so confused. I didn’t know what actually happened to me. I just could see a blank room and someone in front of me.
“Who are you ? why is your color clothes all white? Why is your body so big? And why is your face look shining?” I asked him.
“I’m an angel” he smiled to me.
“angel??? I can see an angel? so I die?? Where am I now??” I asked him.
“maybe you die, actually I’m not sure. but look at that place...” He showed me another place beside me. And it was really beautiful, awesome, and excellent.. and I fascinated with that place.
“what is it named?” I asked again
“it is a real heaven.”
“it’s a heaven ?? and you will take me at that place, right ?”
“you ?? in a heaven ?? haha.. you just can dreaming it.”
“So.. where do you want to take me?” I asked him
“are you really want to know?”
“of course.” I enthusiastic.
“but.. don’t be frightened after I show you.”
“it’s okay.. why must I frightened? huh.”
“I will take you in that place… it’s real hell and your real house.” He showed me again in another place. But.. it was really scary place. Many people cried out in that place. They burned, hammered, and any other chastisement. I feel so feared.
“please.. angel. Don’t take me in that place. I afraid..” I begged him.
“don’t ask it to me. But ask it to God.”
“oh… God.. why do you want to take me in hell ?? I feel.. I don’t have any mistake to You ..”
“wait.. what do you say?... you say you don’t have any mistake to God??. Over big head.” Then the angel gave me.. a long.. long.. and long note, very long. in that note inscribed with red ink. And all about me.
Jenna snapped their parents
Jenna cursed their parents
Jenna disappointed their parents
Jenna always complained to their parents
Jenna didn’t care with their parents
.
.
And any other bla.. bla.. bla.. bla which similar with it.
“this note is all about you. After read it. Do you understand?”
“yes.. I’m very understand.” I cried loudly. I regretted.
“don’t cry in front of me. Your tears can’t delete all of your sin. You just have two choice, wanna meet me again in heaven or meet a devil in hell?”
“of course I choose you. But, angel.. what should I do?? Moreover I have dead.”
“repent .. just it you can do.”
“but now.. I have dead. Please, give me opportunity” I couldn’t stop cry. I remembered all of my mistake to my parents. I really missed them. Moreover my father was unconscious because his heart illness.
“okay.. God tell to me to give you one more opportunity. But, you just have 10 minutes.”
“thank you God… but why just 10 minutes?? And then I will die?”
“No.. but your father. You must ask for apologize to him before he die.” Now I aware if I very loved my parents. They took care to me until now. But what I had one? I always hurt them. And then the angel send me back to the real world.
Suddenly the blank room changed with a hospital room. And I was laying in a hospital bed with a bandage in my head. I heard someone cried beside me. She was my mother. Actually she didn’t cry for me, but she cried for someone who was laying beside my bed. He was my father. I remembered something. Yes!! I remembered it. Then I awake and came near to my father. I cried loudly beside him. The doctor couldn’t help anything again. He said that my father illness was serious. And told us that my father waited his death.
I hugged my father. My tears fell down into his cheek.
“Dad.. I’m sorry. As long as you alive. I never give happiness for you. I just can make you cry, cry, and cry. If you said I’m a disobedient daughter. It’s true.. but I aware now. I know I have a big sin to you. So please.. give me an apologize.”
“jen.. your dad is comatose. He can’t hear all word that you say.” My mother said.
“No.. mom. No.. Dad can hear what I say. I believe it. Dad.. dad… please.. hear me.. I admit I really really love you and mom. And I don’t want you die. I wanna see you smile again to me.”
“jen.. stop.. do like that. It just useless.” I couldn’t stop cried. Until I see, two angel from heaven approached my father.
“please… don’t take my father with you..” I said to the angels.
“it’s the time Jenna. You must receive it. I give you 10 minutes, and now it’s over.” The angel answered me. But my mother couldn’t heard it. She just felt confused. And then, the angels took my father’s soul. I tried to achieve my father when the angels took my father’s soul up to the shining heaven. I couldn’t stop to cried, so do my mother although she couldn’t see it. I saw my father with emptiness, and before they disappeared my father smiled to me, he looked happy.
“Jen.. your father was dead. And now just you and me in here.” My mother said.
“mom.. I promise to you, to dad, to angels and especially to God. If I will change my self to be better.” My mother hugged me and deleted my tears.
44 years later…
“Jenna.. It’s your note .” the angel said like that and gave me a long.. long… long… note.. And the angel smile to me in heaven door. One by one, the red ink changed with blue ink. Although not all. But I was happy forever.
If I could do it guys. I believe you could do that guys.. Your parents was an everything for you. So.. you must loved them. god blessed you all guys.
